...$HE!L@...

on my way back home..

2011-01-28T17:24:00.000-08:00

my little brownie...

2011-01-20T22:34:00.000-08:00

so happy...
yesterday after when back from work,
reached home, i saw my little brownie in front of the gate...
then i know he okay..:)

this morning very naughty,
run around the house,
"curi Kasut n Gigit"
drink his milk 3 times..
emm.. wondering what he do right now at home....

2011-01-19T16:17:00.000-08:00

last night when reached home,i did not see my brownie..
so i thought that he might be at the kitchen play with my mum.
i was about to enter the house main door then i saw my mum ran to me and said that my brownie was sick..

its kind a weird because yesterday morning he hype active and ran around the house.
so i ask my mum where is he right now.. and my mum show me where he hide himself..
so sad when i look at him...
he only move his tale few second and continue his sleep..
he look like very weak...

then last night bring brownie to clinic.
pity him when the doctor inject him twice.
bring him back and put him at one corner then he continue his sleep..
usually he will ate 3 times in one time that means in one day he will eat 6-9 times per day...
but yesterday he did not eat anything,
keep on vomit...

this morning i play with him for a while before went to work.
he seem like a bit ok this morning..
hope he will be ok when i reach home after work later..
need to buy milk 4 him later..

poor my brownie..

miss u all.......

2011-01-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

wow...i just realize i haven't post anything about few month already..
damn..so busy nowadays...
hai everyone...:)
miss u all...

really busy with my job right now...
always go out to inspect the site...
almost every week will go outstation..
no matter its raining still have to go and see the site...
but still the job is quite fun...
can go out and see the nature rather that sit in the office and look at the monitor every day..
enjoy the scenery....

from the starting my first day of job until now,everyday will have to go land and survey
if i reach there, the officer will said to me "tanah sudah habis"
then i just smile...feel quilty with the nature..:(

okay then..

have to go now...

some place....

2011-01-18T22:47:00.000-08:00

traveling 1 week..

2010-07-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

wow..start working and its almost 3 week already..
now bos ask to go traveling and do the visiting at the rural area ...
quite bz... working and lot of thing to do in the office..
and its really fun.. the real working environment...

staying at hotel quite bored..
at betong area right now..yesterday at saratok..
just finished do my site visit at saratok area..

monday will do my site visit at betong area.......
wondering how my other colleague doing right now..hahah..
must be very tired...
drive the whole day and went into the rural area...

everday will have to call my bos and reporting to him..
em...quess that all...
run of idea.... :)

during fizfit and evening time at kuching..

2010-05-23T11:00:00.001-07:00

going back and thanks........

2010-05-10T15:26:00.000-07:00

so this morning nothing to do and cannot sleep
open my blog and trying to write something...
oh ya!!this couple of days is my last day hang out with my friends at KL
today going back and same flight with lee shema leaslie...:)

em..my housemate ica is a lovely girl and she a bit "manja"
last night she ask me to accompany her dinner at d mamak corner
i dun eat because i already ate at home...
while eating and talking suddenly she said "kak sheila dah mau balik dah" ica sedih..
oh gosh... i stunt and dun know what to say...suddenly she said that because that time our topic is about football...

i can see her almost crying there and i know i have to say something..
so i try to skip the topic but she still talk about it..
then, in front of her i have to be strong and hold myself from crying..hahha
actually im so quite easy to cry whenever i see someone crying...:(

then i say to her its normal ica..and i know exactly how its feel... just be strong and im sure there will be others that better than me later..sooner or later there will be new student coming in and u can hang out with them...

then she say... its not easy to find someone supporting and understandable...
then this year puasa kak sheila already going back...no one will accompany me to buy food or eat with me and cook for me...like im us to do.. ..:(
so sad when im looking at her...she like a little sister to me...
last time during kak as still at hostel i also feel the same when she finished her study....student life is always like that....:)

after finished eating so we decide to "lepak" for a while..
then we went back home...while walking see nadia (lea housemate) going out somewhere...
then she said" will miss u later" and why ur eyes "bengkak"
u cry kah? hahah..i laugh and said not enough sleep...
going back later im sure my mum will also ask me the same question...emm...:(

anyway...a part of me also sad... just saying going bye to ica and asma just now...
can heard ica voice from outside the door "kak sheila jgn nangis"...:)

almost 2 year here bring lot of memories and experience...
knowing different type of person and different character...
it teaches me a lot...
even though the time im here is short but i really thankful that i have this experience..

would like to say thank you very much to all the lecturer that teach us..
thank you so much for ur support and sharing all ur experience with us ...
especially something that outside the books that we dun know..how the actual working life is all about...

one of the lecturer always said that not all things that written in the book can be use and its just a theory...the theory sometimes might work with the person who wrote the book but not people that read it..:) different people have different ways...:)
also would like to say thanks to all my friend... thanks for ur support during im in a hard time...thanks for ur prayer especially during my dad was sick last time..

thank you so much everyone for all ur support..:)

thanks once again.....:)

making myself tired today

2010-05-09T09:38:00.000-07:00

recently can't really sleep...
i think my body have more that enough rest
so decide to do something and make myself tired..

so decide to jogging with ica my housemate this evening at taman melati park..
while we jogging we saw this cute little boy playing with his mum..
they jogging together...
so i decide to say hai to that cute little boy..seriously..so cute...
then his mum say to her son "that's kakak" and the boy said "kakak"..so adorable..
then we continue jogging and suddenly heard that little boys call "kakak"... and when we turn back we saw he run toward us...so cute...
so we slow down and wait for that little boy...
then we all jog together....
around 7 we decide to go back because we got another plan that time...
the little boys still want to play with us but what to do..we have to go back..

so we rest for a while at home and around 8pm we going to swimming at pv6..
this time with ica, pepsi, beatriz and myself...
leas and vero can't join because of both of them not healthy..
long time did not swim..really enjoy myself today..going back around 9.30pm
we also manage to took some photo..
that going to be our last swimming 2gether..:(

farewell dinner

2010-05-08T09:26:00.000-07:00

today have farewell dinner with haq, leas and amar..the others cannot come so that make only the 4 of us..
the 4 of us decide to eat at sate kajang but unfortunately the place were full
so we all decide to eat at D'mamak corner..

we all spent the precious night by talking and laughing together
its was really fun and enjoyable...
anyway haq..thanks you very much for arranging the farewell dinner
really appreciate it...

so after final exam will see u guys again then..
lets chill out together and hope this time, the other can join..
:)

ladies day out...

2010-05-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

last Wednesday going out with leas..
guess, that will be our last day going out together at KL....
last few day we spent our day together watching movie, shopping and relaxing our mind, laughing,..talking about our future, our past and present life..
gosh can believe that we going to finish our study soon....

i still remember the day we walked at Sogo after taking our result from college..
both of us concentrate look at our result and at the same time both of us are going up using escalator and got 1 guy at the back...
that stupid escalator should be own our left side if want to go up but at certain level, they change the sequence...so without looking at the escalator both of us just walk with our result..
while looking at the result, we walk and dun even realize that the escalator is going down... hahahha... luckily i show it and stop and turn my back and leas show me turning she also turn back...both of us already smile that time..so stupid...so we walk and then this guy, already show both of us stop and turn back, he still continue his walk because he also thought that the escalator is going up...leas and myself already look at each other that time...the smile almost become laughing..but we control ourself..

then this guy almost step at the escalator...
when he realize that was wrong escalator..
he look at both of us...of gosh...
leas already laugh that time... i try to control my laughing...
the when all of us are on our way going up, that guy say ok...both of u going up first..we can see he control his self that time..
leas already start laughing then i also can't control myself..
both of us laughing all the way..every time we remember that accident both of us start laughing...
"sweet memory"

emm...we also watch movie at KLCC...hahah...
during the movie i saw leas cover her ear until the movie finish..
heheh...the movie also scary....both of us also shouted at certain scene...hahaha
that was fun...:) and we also took some foto during our day out...heheh
really enjoy our day out and going to miss it...:)

something to see when ur bored......

2010-04-13T07:25:00.000-07:00

thanks everyone....

2010-03-27T02:40:00.000-07:00

thanks for all ur support and just want to tell ur guys that my dad is ok now...
the operation is successful and im glad everything is going smoothly...thanks god and thanks to all of u thank you for ur support and your prayer for my dad.....

during my exam last week and my last paper is english 5...
its a bit mess and lots of things happen..
guess i would say human have 1001 characteristic...and someone told me that...
the bad perception is always there and i guess must be a devil always besides us and that why some people can't think properly....

im so glad because can settle those stupid thing (i call it stupid thing because for me its really stupid)....
i find out about that issue before started my english exam...
really mad at that time....
really can't understand why this/some of people always have bad thought about people...
saying i dun or didn't give and saying im "eat alone"...
why can't they ask me first before jump to that conclusion...
guess that is human right...
saying things without thinking......
and that was what its mean by human have 1001 characteristic...

anyway... for someone that trust me and know how sheila is thanks ya....thanks for telling and believe in me...
really appreciate it....
gods know everything and im not worry about it.....
"life is just like karma"
soon or later this people will understand how i feel...

anyway about my dad....
thanks once again for ur prayer ya...
so happy can see my family smile and happy...
talk to ur all soon..
:)

worry + sad = :(

2010-03-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

this few days the my worry become more and more.....
today dad is in the hospital...
and 2moro he doing the operation room...
oh god give me strength to face this situation...
oh god...plz help my dad and give him strength..

i can't really sleep and focus in whatever i do recently....hope can do my exam 2moro...
even u see me laugh and smile and makes jokes but deep down my heart i really worried, sad and stress...
i really worry about u dad....
i just wish im there right now...be by ur side..
sit besides u and talk to u...dad i really worry and miss u so much...
i know u always pretend u are ok but im ur daughter and i really know u...
u can lie to me...

only u god know how i feel right now.. give me strength
i prayer to u god...

our activiti during cny 2010...."laksa Sarawak"

2010-03-10T03:25:00.000-08:00

some picture during flight to kuching....

2010-03-01T21:22:00.001-08:00

that friday 26/2 went out from pv6 around 12...

then take a teksi to lrt
from lrt taman melati went to kl sentral
hang around at kl sentral and shop a bit...manage to get one sandal hehehhe...
then from kl sentral take bus to LCCT its take 1 hour and 15 minute... enjoy the scenery....
reach LCCT around 2.30 and check in..
my flight is 4.20 and i have to wait 1 hour plus.... really tired that day...huhuh...

im not at kl for while...
sorry because dun inform u all...
went back to Sarawak that friday 26/2/2010
so now im at Sarawak...
going back to kl next sunday on 7/3/2010....
my flight to kl is 5.35 and reach at kl at 7.15pm

while sitting manage to capture some picture

almost reached kuching that time...

because of that video...........

2010-02-23T07:13:00.000-08:00

My friend upload one video at facebook just now...
the video is about the activity we organizer for the students..
we as a MPP have to organize something and we come out with a combination of two program which is English week and talentine show....

Suddenly feel sad and miss all of them especially the Mpp member because of the support they gave to make those event successful and also all the staff and the lecturer of cosmopoint kuching that always be there when we need help.

That day we have to come early and prepare the thing needed for the event..
because of lack of equipment for the talentine day, one of the lecturer Miss Caroline Ann bring his own speaker and other equipment for the event.

That morning is for English week where there the student is giving one topic ask as to discuss it about it,how to interview people and ect (oh ya leas is taking part for that English week) and on the evening is for talentine competition and there a lots of student joining the talentine show.. and i'm sure u know how tired it is one whole day(early morning until almost midnight) stay at college to make sure the event is going smoothly.Luckly can went back home for a while to refresh ourself that day..hehehe...doing the decoration for that night is really fun..hehhehe...

anyway.......

really MISS all of u...:)

THE BOWLING PRACTICE

2010-02-17T05:34:00.000-08:00

1)watching people playing
2)the teaching...
3)smile...
4)bom.....hehehhe

gudluck for your competition guys.....

...come we sing 2gether..'Baby' Justin Bieber

2010-02-15T05:15:00.000-08:00

Justin Bieber - Baby Lyrics and Video :-

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So theres another one, Looks right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm uneasy, So come and fix me
Come and shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, dooown

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

You can give me all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come,
Now Im all gone
You can give all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby oooh
I thought youd always be mine

YeahYeah (5x)
Now Im all yours, yours, yours, ooh
Im yours, ooohh

today, this evening...so lovely...

2010-02-11T03:54:00.000-08:00

so lovely and amazing....

how to call the police....

2010-02-10T04:59:00.000-08:00

TO CALL THE POLICE

WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE.

George Phillips , an elderly man, from Meridian , Mississippi , was
going up to bed, when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in
the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light, but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things.

He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?"
He said "No," but some people are breaking into my garden shed and stealing from me.

Then the police dispatcher said "All patrols are busy. You should
lock your doors and an officer will be along when one is available."

George said, "Okay."

He hung up the phone and counted to 30. Then he phoned the police again.

"Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I just shot them." and he hung up.

Within five minutes, six Police Cars, a SWAT Team, a Helicopter, two Fire Trucks, a Paramedic, and an Ambulance showed up at the Phillips'
residence, and caught the burglars red-handed.

One of the Policemen said to George , "I thought you said that you'd shot them!"
George said, "I thought you said there was nobody available!"

thanks for the support....

2010-02-09T05:26:00.000-08:00

thank you very much for the support...
without u all this project might not be successful

thanks for the member of this project
1)leaslie
2)qierah
3)sudarmin
4)maureen
5)inui
6)amar
7)hamizi
8)hashim
9)saliza

thanks for all the Cooperation and the support that u have gave...

love and serve
sheila
project leader

some pic...

2010-02-08T04:40:00.000-08:00

come and support..

2010-02-07T06:19:00.000-08:00

This is the class project and we are selling the item for the friendship day..
this project is also for raise fund for our second event and third event..
10% of the total sales will be given to the spastic children association
we all going to open a booth at basement and walk around the college... come and give ur support...
ur can buy it for ur own or give to someone special or give it to ur classmate and ur bestfriend and also u can give it to your mom and dad or even ur sister or brother...
you also can buy it and give it to ur lecturer...
show them that u really appreciate what ever they have done to u
the knowledge that they have gave to us....

so guys... come and buy from us CBDS batch 14&15
starting 8/2/2010 until 10/2/2010

love and serve
sheila medam
project leader

Whataya Want From me

2010-02-05T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hey/Slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah/I'm afraid
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oh once upon a time
I didn't give a damn

But now
Here we are

So what do you want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah/ It's plain to see
That baby you are beautiful
There's nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It's me
I'm a freak

But thanks for loving me
'Cause your doing it perfectly

Yeah, there might have been a time
When i would just let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey
What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

No, I won't let you down

So,just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey
What do you want from me

So,just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

because of.....

2010-02-04T06:07:00.001-08:00

this cny cannot go back to my hometown...
this is because the ticket for the flight is so expensive
return tiket is almost RM800
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its look like have to celebrate cny at kl area only...
luckily got some plan during this cny...
hope this cny not going to be a boring day...
trying to figure out what to do during this cny holiday
my best friend at kajang is going back to kuching..huhuhu...
she going to married and i can't come to her wedding...
feel so sad... nana im so sorry ya....
besides that,cny is also a valentine day
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
leas... come we hang out this cny 2gether k...
we shop for valentine day for ourself k...
we make it as a "ladies day"....
how about going to spa day?salon day?shopping day?bowling day?movie day?snooker day?
heheheheh......
eh!!! helas u want to join us....hehehhe...doing the girl things...hehehe....:)

nana...so sorry for can't make it to your wedding k....

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

finally... i got my broadband...
im so happy...
there a lot to post but for the time been bz check my email
and update what should be update...
oh really enjoy myself right now....
hehehhe...........

last day 2 hang out with all my friends...

2010-01-09T10:30:00.000-08:00

just hang out with my bff(x jenifer body)just now...
it a last day for all of us hang out together...
going to miss all of them..
dun know when can come back to kuching again this year...huhuhu
oh ya..this holiday is eating time...hehheheh...n sleeping...:)
it time to diet already...huhuhu...
new mission for this year...heheheh...
better sleep now...it 2.30 am already...
need 2 wake up early n breakfast...
ok...gudnite all................

im going back soon..

2010-01-08T07:32:00.000-08:00

em.. this sunday going back to kl...
n my just feel like dun want to go back especially with the current issue..
dun think KL is a safe place....
feel really sad have to be far from home.......
just hope for the best...
can't wait to finished my study....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............

2010

2009-12-30T21:51:00.000-08:00

2010 is at the door… Remember Life is short, break the rules, Forgive quickly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 EVERYONE!

it almost new year....

2009-12-30T21:32:00.000-08:00

em...want to wish hepi new year to all my friends n lecturer...
enjoy the holiday k... see u all next year...hehehhe...
enjoy eating tonight..em...yumyum....
sir mus i know what u thinking now... heehehehehe...
janji x meleleh dah lah...

at home...finally

2009-12-19T06:52:00.000-08:00

wah, its so nice to be at own house..really miss the environment....
actually have a lot to said but feel really tired now...
want to go to sleep first....
heheheh...my own bed....really love and miss it...

exam.....

2009-12-10T00:16:00.000-08:00

2moro...first paper...english 4.........
gudluck to all my friends..........
study smart dun study hard....hehehee....
just can't wait to finish the exam...
HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!
YEPI!!!!! :)

Memories…..

2009-12-09T00:54:00.001-08:00

It is something that we have in our mind….
It is something that we share and doing together
It is something that we can not buy with money…
It is something that we can have and we should appreciates it…
To delete a sms is easy but do think to delete these memories is easy….
There impossible you can delete this memories because it is part of your life…
In the future, what ever we did together now will become our memories…
Even if it good or bad memory we still have to remember it..
It will teach us and we will learn from it….
People always said delete all the sms, throw away all the stuff so that u can forget n not remember me
Do think this really work out????????
it may work out but not for long….
Because there is this memories..
that we share together……………

thanks for.....

2009-12-08T11:05:00.000-08:00

thanks everyone for the xmas present...really like it....

today just can't sleep...

2009-12-08T10:28:00.000-08:00

i do not know what to say...
today just can't sleep...

still thinking should i post the thing i wrote this morning or not...
emmm....maybe not...no point for me to argue with someone like that...
i know u will always have the point to disagree with people...

for me, the more u pretend the more u reveal the negative side of yourself...
can't u be sincere at least once...
the words come out from your mouth really nice to heard but deep down in your heart you know that's not true......

what ever it is,dun ever save whenever it is not necessary for u to save
dun u ever think i dun know what u did during the past sem...
if u want to write about me in a piece of paper... go a head..
i dun care and i dun give a damn for someone like you...

a friend like you cannot be a sincere friends...
one day even if u rich enough and have all the things u want...
sure u will be lonely...
u really like to hurt others feeling...
one day people will hurt u, just like the way u hurt others...
and that day u will know exactly how it feel like....
now u dun feel it because friendship is nothing for u....

sunset at my house at pv6 last 2 week... so lovely...

2009-12-04T01:34:00.000-08:00

ABOUT FRIENDSHIP...

2009-12-04T01:13:00.000-08:00

When a person is feeling sad, it is important that he share his feelings with his friends. One of the best ways to process feelings is to share them with friends. Many people are under the mistaken notion that they should not share feelings of sadness because it will bring down the moods of others. This may be true. However, more often than not, we may be able to offer comfort to each other and our friendship will become deeper through the process.

Friendship is one of the main things that makes life worthwhile. When you have a friend to confide in, suffering seems more bearable, and pleasures are more intense. Everything is better when you have a friend to share it with. When a friendship breaks, whether or not it is for the best, there is a degree of pain and mourning that an individual goes through. There were things that you may have done only with that person and you feel a void in your life. Take some time to let yourself mourn before moving on to other relationships.

A Friendship Lost

I remember the time not long ago
When we laughed and shared it all
We were the very best of friends
Or at least that’s what I thought.
I often wonder why friendships end
What happens to sever that tie
How can someone once so close
Just wave you off with a good bye
I must have been lacking
I must have been wrong
I wasn’t the friend to you
That you were to me all along.
I thought I was loyal
I know I was true
But something went wrong
Now there’s nothing to do
A friendship lost
Is a very sad thing
The angels weep instead of sing.

1'm going back today....

2009-11-01T18:38:00.000-08:00

oh no if can i don't want to go back...
but what can i do have no choice...
before going back later, i plan to cook first..
want to cook tom yam sea food...heheheh... for my dinner...
by the way c u guys later.....
enjoy taking the picture while waiting for me ya!!!
hehehehe...

guest what...i'm at sarawak right now...hehehee

2009-10-29T20:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday after finish my class on the afternoon, suddenly i feel like going home.. some people thought home means pv6 but this home is sarawak... so that afternoon i ask leas to accompany me to kl sentral to check for the price of my ticket...hehehe... after wait for a while i manage to ask the counter person and he said the ticket only 240...

i thought want to buy but i forget my ic at hostel so i have to go back to hostel. after reach hostel, i quickly take the ic and pack 1 set of cloth. diana is in the room and she was surprised why i suddenly want to go back... i answer "just feel want to go back" even during lunch with my classmate they thought i was joking with them and the seem like dun believe me when i said i want to go back to kuching...

so i straight away go to lcct@tlcc from hostel.. when i reach lcct, i look for the counter that sales the ticket and bought the ticket. i ask the counter person what is the earliest flight that i can take so she said that 6.40 and that time is 5.40. so i said ok and ask how much is the ticket and she said 257 so i gave her 260. she said that she do not have enough balance to give me and i said its ok as long as i can go back right now. so she just direct me the check in counter and i manage to take the 6.40 flight.hehehhe i am so happy that time... at sarawak no one knew that im going back.heheheh.. it a surprised...

so after check in, i wait at p10 and when they announce that we going to enter the flight suddenly i g=heard someone called my name, when i turn around i saw my schoolmate. i just can believe that im going to meet her there..we have not meet for 5 years... im so happy to see her and she told me she work at the firefly. she change her work from mas to airasia and now to firefly...

so we seat together and chit chat until we reach sarawak.. when i reach sarawak i call my best friend and ask her to pick me at airport. she send me home and my parents was suprised to see me..and their face really suprised.hehhehe..that is the best part for me....

so today i wake up late because it really nice to sleep at my on bed...hehehe... so leas dun miss me ya!!!!! hehehehe.... c u guys next week...

wow...

2009-10-12T04:19:00.000-07:00

damai beach resort

2009-10-02T00:29:00.001-07:00

night view at waterfront kuching, sarawak

2009-09-28T09:16:00.000-07:00

at my home town right now...

2009-09-13T18:28:00.000-07:00

it so nice to be at my own town right now...far from the traffic jam at kl...
oh yes, the day when we all on the way to th lcct, we are looking for the sign of LCCT n the sign show kargo/terminal lcct.. so for me that is the right junction but for charlie it is a wrong junction.. so he reverse back and he thought that there will be anonter junction in front.
we went straight the road and till the end we all reach to KLIA... that is really funny..
charlie said "oh that junction is the one" then we all make a U-turn..
the funny things is that they always announced and the always called it as a LCCT not Terminal LCC....
so i explain to charlie about the LCCT signboard and charlie said oo... must be because of the language they us... actually it the same just that they put the sign terminal Lcc NOT LCCT...
and then charlie said "can u imagine how many tourist come here and look for the sign for the LCCT airport...."
as usual i imagine they turn around and around like what we did before just to look for that sign... must be very funny....
we all laughed and now everytime i heard or look the sign LCCT i will smile because of that case...hahhhaaha..

now i'm at kuching and im so hepi stay here...this 2 days i eat a lot and must be gain weight if i come back to KL... but never mind next time i can diet again..hahahha.....need to enjoy the 3 weeks holiday...before start the new sem and which it will be a stress day....

and those who celebrate hari raya.happy raya...and enjoy the raya day...

what can they do...remind me of leas that why i attach this picture

2009-09-04T08:14:00.001-07:00

both of us......:)

2009-08-26T23:38:00.001-07:00

how to yoga pose..

2009-08-25T17:52:00.000-07:00

look at this... heheheh

2009-08-25T17:41:00.000-07:00

come back to me

2009-08-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

Strange Big Fish in Fujairah

2009-08-16T09:11:00.001-07:00

2009-08-12T08:11:00.001-07:00

someone send this to me........

2009-08-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

Life is short,
Break the rules,
Forgive quickly,
Kiss slowly,
Love truly,
Laugh uncontrollably,
And never regret anything that made you smile.

Some Bus stops of the world….hehehe......

2009-08-10T08:42:00.000-07:00

Dare you ride in one of these??? Certainly not for the faint-hearted

2009-08-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

new divine linkin park...

2009-08-07T07:42:00.001-07:00

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

this is all about love.........

2009-08-07T06:30:00.001-07:00

What Is Love?

Love makes you happy
Love makes you sad
Love makes you laugh
Love makes you cry

Love puts you up
Love puts you down

Love fills you with excitement
Love fills you with doubt
Love fills you with joy
Love fills you with resent

Love puts a smile on your face
Love puts a frown on your face

Love makes you patient
Love makes you unpatient
Love makes you agree
Love makes you disagree

Love fills you with hope
Love fills you with regret

Love makes you nervous
Love makes you anxious
Love makes you discuss
Love makes you argue

i want all the picture!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-01T08:57:00.001-07:00

i want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

assignment.........

2009-07-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

lot of assignment this sem...huhuhu...
anyway... the bowling tournament is coming soon..
good luck to those who plays...
see u guys there...
next week will be very bz week...
huhuhuhu................

what a day part 2...

2009-07-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

today after class i went to police station at bukit jalil to see my brother...i really tired......thanks to all my friends that support n help me...
i really angry with my brother right now..only god know how i feel right now... I'm really worried with my parent at sarawak right now... hope all of u dun have brother like me.......really tired!!!!!1
this Wednesday have to settle at court......huhuhu..... oh god plz give me strength to face this problem.... i have to act stronger in front of my sister in law and it really difficult to do.... but what can i do if i show my real feeling sure my sister in law will also feel down...
i really hate my brother...........age 35 still can't think......... hope my parent ok at kuching..if i have money, i will buy ticket fly to kuching to make sure there are ok... i think it's better i dun have brother....

what a day........

2009-07-12T01:56:00.000-07:00

oh god..plz help me...last night my sister in law call me n told me that my brother did not went back home... she ask me to look for him at his working place, so i decided to look for him this evening... i try to ask from my friend where is the exactly the place where he work n i manage to get the office phone number...
i try to call but no one answer...
i try again n again until around 2pm i manage to contact that place...i think i was lucky because the women that answer my call is from sarawak so i ask where is my brother...she also don't know...n i begged her n she told me that my brother has been caught by police...
so there it goes...a lot of scene and everyone push me ask me to solve that problem...
i dun know what to do..oh god please give strength...
my family all call me and ask me how n what actually happen...the problem is i also dun know what exactly happen...
this evening I'm going to dang wang police station n ask about it.. i really angry why is the police didn't call n inform us about it...if i dun check it n my sister in law did not call sure we dun know where is my brother... he not coming home since Saturday morning...
why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm trying to get some help from some friend n some of them are CID n inspector... of god...i'm alone here n why this happen...my sister in law said my nephew is sick right now... huhuhuh.............why!!!!!!!!!

get this from my friend... really miss those day..huhuuh

2009-06-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

vote please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

hi friends..please help me to vote my cousin at http://warisansarawak.com/kelingfinal.html keling RAYMOND number 7.
let us all vote for RAYMOND number 7. thanks for your support!
vote now until 10 of july 2009,one pc just for one vote.! vote vote vote..now my cousin................

stupid sexual man!!!!

2009-06-23T18:18:00.000-07:00

this morning at 6.45 while i waiting for leng seng bus at pv6 with kak as and myra both my housemate... there is a car passed by us.. slowly...
the three of us were talking and kak as n myra facing each other while i facing the road...
then this car, proton wira pass by slowly and getting near to our waiting area..
suddenly that stupid, idiot and xxxx guy... he look at me one kind and i look at him curiously...because he fully open the window i can see clearly what was happened inside the car...
i was shocked and blur during that time...
it takes few second for me to respond and i told kak as and myra what was happened..
the dun realize because they are facing each other...
why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i told leas and jes about it and they laugh while look pity at me...huhuhu..
its seem that area is not safe to be alone n leaslie you better watch out...
stupid, xxxx, idiot,damn......Sexual Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wwwhhhhhyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!

lets eat ABC...makan-makan...jalan-jalan... ambil gambar ramai-ramai....heheheh

2009-06-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

makan-makan...jalan-jalan... ambil gambar ramai-ramai....heheheh

so tired this few day...

2009-06-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

got presentation this coming thursday 17/6...sales management..
monday 15/6 n 16/6 exam for final management and accounting n midterm for english 2

no idea during oral , just got the idea during the english time...huuhuhu.... in my head last time only management n ratio n discounted payback period... thought want to present about that but sure no one will interested... hehheheh...

i just present it without any preparation.
just a piece of paper with some point that i wrote and the point that i can think during that time...hehehhe... no essay or any statement ....hehehe...

anyway ..my topic did not required any essay n statement...hehehe...

jawapan untuk teke teki....

2009-06-16T07:59:00.000-07:00

pecah rekod....

teka-teki

2009-06-09T00:51:00.000-07:00

1)gajah panjat poko bawa telur...
apa yang pecah??

star cinema...

2009-06-09T00:36:00.000-07:00

this is star cinema...the place we always went when we want to watch movie..movie day RM5.00 only...hehehehe...
so every wednesday i always went there and watch movie and sometimes i watch 3 movie in 1 day...usually the last movie finish around 12.30am..hehehe...

i just wish every wednesday i can go there and watch with cheaper price...hehehe...3 movie only RM15.00...

so happy..

2009-06-05T07:45:00.000-07:00

today i'm so happy...i cook tom yam for my family...and it taste really nice...yumyum....(not like the one i eat at pv6) i cook tom yam seafood and i put lots of seafood inside...hehehhe... yumyum...so happy can cook my own tom yam n my own taste..hehehe.... leas sure u know "terung asam " kan...hahha... i add it in my sup and some tomato too...hehhehe... lalalala...i'm so happy....2moro want to cook again lah...hehehe...but other recipe...heheheh

thinking about continue my study at other college...

2009-06-02T01:45:00.000-07:00

i'm at kuching right now and i'm still holiday right now...during my stay here i did went to see other college and i did dicuss about this matter with my parent...there are few option in my mind right now... still thinking about it...anyway i'm a bit angry with the college right now...what the xxxx the management thinking..why they dun concern with student problem... they always blame the system in the college..if the problem due to the system then change to new system,..there is no point using the stupid system if it create problem..right!!!

regarding to our ptptn...ahhh....approved but wrong course....stupid...dun know who to be blame...college or ptptn....the course i'm taking right now is cbds but in the notice printed by them is degree in graphic design....hahaha..it's really funny.. and i wonder, when i'm going to received my ptptn...the management also like to make us worried and sometimes we can't focus on our studied...example they like to make last minute call such as when they need document for our ptptn they col on the afternoon and told us that they need the document latest that evening...at the same day....do u think they should do that kind of work???because of that leas and myself have to take taxi from college to pv6 (during lunch hour and u know the the trafic jam in kl)to take the document that the management need...there a lot more to say.. just feel like want to stop here.. it make me really angry...huhuuhuh....

very hard to make the decision...huuhuhuh....

..happy gawai..

2009-05-30T23:56:00.000-07:00

to those who celebrate gawai..hapy gawai...

i think nowadays i like to eat a lot..dun know why...maybe because i'm at kuching...and..

tomorrow is gawai..there it go again..time to eat and eat and eat..hehehehe...miss kuching food a lot... 2 wek holiday is not enough..still want to hang out and having fun here but what can i do...there is assignment waiting for me and debate monday(8/7/2009)..huhuh....

let me show my cute dog with your guys ....the one i really love..hehehe... name muffy...

i really love this dog...muah3...

this is what i always do when wake up in the morning..hehehehe...that why i miss my dog so much... see how big muffy bigger than me...hehehe....

before went back to kuching sarawak..

2009-05-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

after presentation sales management and last day before went back to kuching....

what happen when no lecturer...

2009-05-18T05:43:00.000-07:00

this is what happen when there is no lecturer...heheheh....let us smile together....

bday...

2009-05-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

thanks for singing hapy bday song guys... thank u very much especially to mr mus and the choir member..heheheh...i did record it n if i have free time i upload it k...i'm know i'm getting old already... :)

today when i went back home, jes is prepared food for dinner...hehehe...she told me she cook special for me..thank jes... the funny thing is that she cook all the chicken that we bought last week... i was so suprised and i told jes i can't eat all of it...if i finish all of it sure i cannot bangun dr kerusi anymore...heheheh...anyway i really appreciate it..hehehhe.. so lucky... today no need to cook...

i also really miss my parent today..huhuh....never mind this week is the last week for me...this friday i'm going back to sarawak....yepi....:) 2 week holiday.... can wait to go home n spend my time with all my friends and family in kuching n if i got time want to go to gunung santubong, wind cave,feri cave n picnic or camping...ect...still not decide which one to do first... but when reach kuching the first place to go is cosmopoint kuching...got appoinment there with the staff and lecturer... i know they miss me a lot....heheheh...

design sendiri

2009-05-17T06:12:00.000-07:00

kawan ku punya tatu...huhuhu...design sendiri... aku pun nak...one day... :)

nice words...

2009-05-17T05:45:00.000-07:00

Today u fall, 2moro u'll stand up stronger....
Today u cry, 2moro u'll smiling back....
someone told me this...thanks k...

really funny

2009-05-13T07:05:00.000-07:00

hahahah...i want to laugh but i'm trying to control myself...i'm at cc right now n suddenly this guy makes noise so i see that man..u want to know he doing...he was sleeping while play the game...hahahaha...lucunya...hahahah....sedap betul dia berdengkur....alamak... tgh seronok online tiba2 org berdengkur...potonglah... want to laugh but control myself...semua org tengok dia...memang dlm satu hari mesti ada2je lawak..hahahaha........

"special day should be banned" n wat hapen after reach home...

2009-05-13T05:51:00.000-07:00

today our english lecturer mr.mus ask us to debate about this topic...........as we all know it will create a lot of scene...hahhaha...the funny thing is that hasim suddenly support our statement eventhough he is our opponent.heheh...anyway thanks hasim...

after the debate, we ask to divided into group and each group must have 3 member... i already know who will be in our group but suddenly mr.mus told les n me that he want to split both of us...huhuhuhu....so sad...:{ n the worst part is that i have to take this xXXX in my group...huhuhu...alamak...mati lah sye....even when we meet i didn't talk to XXXX... em...never mind..let it be...

after finish the class i went back home n relax for a while n suddenly my mind think about the topic that have been discuss during the class...i suddenly feel sad n miss my family...suddenly feel lonely and want to cry..hehehhe...then around 5 pm i contact my parents but no one answer ...:{

huhuhu... then i just stop calling n few minute later i received called from my dad...hehehe...i'm so happy when they called...my dad was talking to me n i can heard my mum talk from the back... really miss them...my dad ask we why i'm calling but i dun tell truth..hehhee..dun want them to know n dun want to get upsad...:) anyway who didn't miss they parent right..everyone miss they parent...

the happy moment when alif come n ask for our water bill because the waden want it.. then kak as say maybe colege will pay it..heheh...around 7 something waden come and told us maybe by 2moro there will be a water...inside my heart"yepi" ...:) hope 2moro evening got water...

laughing...should i called it habit???????

2009-05-11T08:07:00.000-07:00

em..as for me, maybe it my habit ,should i called it habit???... hahahaha..the first time i come to my class, the environment is different from my college at sarawak last time... i can't stand wit very serious environment..no joke at all..so i decided not to care about people say as long i'm happy..heheheh...

i know my friends les, maureen n inui from my college last time but we all not very close,maybe because of we take different course..but when we further our study we all became classmate.

they quite serious person n dun really like to laugh if compared to me..heheh..:) n my other classmate is also very serious n the classroom became very "senyap" ahhh...i can't stand wit the environment

but now, maybe my virus of laughing is merebak..now..all of them know how to make jokes n we all laugh together. in college, hasim is the first person who told me that i like to "gelak" and continue with the others..n lecturers...hahaha.....

like les say,she only can be serious when i'm not around and my other friends also mention when i'm not around they will feel bored n they miss my "gelak.."

sad

2009-05-03T06:19:00.000-07:00

on the 28/4 i received sms from my friend at kuching sarawak... the sms she send... "kau tauk shanty meningal kah" when i read that sms, i was so suprise...i knew shanty when i'm doing my diploma at kuching last time.she always seat near me and always ask me to help her about her study...i knew that she had "paru-paru berair". i still can't believe she past away...:(
i dun know what to say... my heart feel very sad...

2009-04-27T06:01:00.000-07:00

peter,tutty n myself..miss that day... welcome people at airport live music...no tape no cd..hehehe....the sound of sape...

me n my best friend since secondary school...

me and pep at sg wang...

myself and tutty...miss that day...

kuching,damai

me n alvin..my best friend during diploma

no lecturer in the class...hehehe

me and amar...during dinner for our convocation...he is the one who help me
with my hair...em...

rehearsal and the actual day for our convo....

2009-04-23T03:26:00.000-07:00

syed our x president of deb club last time, erna and myself both of us the x secretary

(myself) and x vise secretary (erna)..remind me of those day..emmmmmm......

the day we all waiting for....deb student....

alvin,kak ida, myself and miezah

this are some of the picture during my convo...

ulu yam!!!!!!!!

2009-04-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday we went to ulu yam..we follow our lecturer mr mus...on the way we went there we saw a cow and then suddenly lee said its a horse...hahahahhahaha....we all laughed in the car....when we reached there, mr mus is buzy discuss about the camp and 4 of us bz took foto and video..... i can't stand when i saw the river and i open my sandal and straight away went to the river...hahaha... have a lot of fun... remind me of my place at sarawak........mr mus..... lee,maureen and inui said u drive so fast...fast and furious...hahahhaa......

convo..

2009-04-07T05:52:00.000-07:00

last sunday i have my convo for diploma course...meet my friends and i'm so happy couse i can hang out with my best friend...miss it so much for the funny thing that we all do together and we share story together...lot of thing to said and don't have enough time to share all the story...if can i want to hang out with him but i have my class so guess i need to wait for a few month until the time i'm coming back to kuching..can't wait to go home this 22/5 and hang out with my friends especially my best2 friends..and have pillow talk and go swimming, shopping and do what ever we usually do last time...heheheh.....

stupid...

2009-03-31T17:28:00.000-07:00

i really fedup with what happen..i'm so stress right now...why that kind of person exist...why does it happen to me...just waste my time and my energy advising that person...as if i be blame with the situation between them..that person are so fxxxxxxg up....don't even think what (x) did are such a bunch of crap thing...that person only think about themself and as if they really know the reality of life...only create problem..."cakap tak serupa bikin".. always said a word without a sincere heart..keep on lying and lying and continue lying and lying and playing around...not mature at all.....everything need to be spoon feed by people even to make own decision...we already gave the choice that can be make but still doing stupid thing and not relevent and continue lying...."tak ada pendirian"... if anything happen, of course the parents will searching for me and blame me because i'm not telling them the truth about what had happened and how (x) really was as she always pretend to be good infornt of the parents..
sir .... i really need ur help and advise on this matter....

2009-03-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

today in english class mr mus ask us to write a poem n i hope i has idea asap...huhuhu...trying to imagine myself write a poem...hehehehe....must be very funny....

2009-03-24T19:00:00.000-07:00

sick.......

2009-03-24T18:33:00.000-07:00

not feeling well since last week....this week ia alomost a bad day for me...we all have to take public bus to go to college...just because other students holiday...

emmmmmmmmmm

2009-03-11T21:48:00.000-07:00

no idea at all...