3/21/2010

worry + sad = :(

this few days the my worry become more and more.....
today dad is in the hospital...
and 2moro he doing the operation room...
oh god give me strength to face this situation...
oh god...plz help my dad and give him strength..

i can't really sleep and focus in whatever i do recently....hope can do my exam 2moro...
even u see me laugh and smile and makes jokes but deep down my heart i really worried, sad and stress...
i really worry about u dad....
i just wish im there right now...be by ur side..
sit besides u and talk to u...dad i really worry and miss u so much...
i know u always pretend u are ok but im ur daughter and i really know u...
u can lie to me...

only u god know how i feel right now.. give me strength
i prayer to u god...

6 comments:

sunnysideup said...

Your feeling is expected. But believe me, endiogram and angioplasty are just quite normal procedure now. ...and your Dad will be a new person after this. Believe me , I know so becauseI benefited from the same operations too !

Count your blessings that his condition was detected early, thus avoiding a 'heart-attack ' as that could have been fatal, that medical treatment IS available for such a treatment, that within a month of detection, he was able to have treatment ( some have to wait very much longer - thus prolonging the agony !

But having said that, do what you and your family are already doing ---- PRAY for him ! Show and give your strength to him -- he needs it more than ever !. Try not to make him worry by in every sense of the word --- . Reassure him ! Give him confidence ! Tell him you love him !

Nonetheless---my prayer for a speedy and safe operation !

sheila said...

i dun know why i feel like this..i feel scared..worries n weak....

i really wish i can see him before the operation... its is really importance for me to see him with my own eyes... :(

em.. guess i must find something to do to distract my mind..

can sleep neither eat..
sir i think u know how i feel right now......

the youngest in the house and very close to daddy...

Helas木村 said...

Calm down sis.. be patient.. everything goin to be ok..

sheila said...

thanks helas...

Lee said...

I'll put ur dad in my prayer. Be strong la.

sheila said...

thanks leas........