traveling 1 week..

wow..start working and its almost 3 week already..
now bos ask to go traveling and do the visiting at the rural area ...
quite bz... working and lot of thing to do in the office..
and its really fun.. the real working environment...

staying at hotel quite bored..
at betong area right now..yesterday at saratok..
just finished do my site visit at saratok area..

monday will do my site visit at betong area.......
wondering how my other colleague doing right now..hahah..
must be very tired...
drive the whole day and went into the rural area...

everday will have to call my bos and reporting to him..
em...quess that all...
run of idea.... :)

during fizfit and evening time at kuching..

going back and thanks........

so this morning nothing to do and cannot sleep
open my blog and trying to write something...
oh ya!!this couple of days is my last day hang out with my friends at KL
today going back and same flight with lee shema leaslie...:)

em..my housemate ica is a lovely girl and she a bit "manja"
last night she ask me to accompany her dinner at d mamak corner
i dun eat because i already ate at home...
while eating and talking suddenly she said "kak sheila dah mau balik dah" ica sedih..
oh gosh... i stunt and dun know what to say...suddenly she said that because that time our topic is about football...

i can see her almost crying there and i know i have to say something..
so i try to skip the topic but she still talk about it..
then, in front of her i have to be strong and hold myself from crying..hahha
actually im so quite easy to cry whenever i see someone crying...:(

then i say to her its normal ica..and i know exactly how its feel... just be strong and im sure there will be others that better than me later..sooner or later there will be new student coming in and u can hang out with them...

then she say... its not easy to find someone supporting and understandable...
then this year puasa kak sheila already going back...no one will accompany me to buy food or eat with me and cook for me...like im us to do.. ..:(
so sad when im looking at her...she like a little sister to me...
last time during kak as still at hostel i also feel the same when she finished her study....student life is always like that....:)

after finished eating so we decide to "lepak" for a while..
then we went back home...while walking see nadia (lea housemate) going out somewhere...
then she said" will miss u later" and why ur eyes "bengkak"
u cry kah? hahah..i laugh and said not enough sleep...
going back later im sure my mum will also ask me the same question...emm...:(

anyway...a part of me also sad... just saying going bye to ica and asma just now...
can heard ica voice from outside the door "kak sheila jgn nangis"...:)

almost 2 year here bring lot of memories and experience...
knowing different type of person and different character...
it teaches me a lot...
even though the time im here is short but i really thankful that i have this experience..

would like to say thank you very much to all the lecturer that teach us..
thank you so much for ur support and sharing all ur experience with us ...
especially something that outside the books that we dun know..how the actual working life is all about...

one of the lecturer always said that not all things that written in the book can be use and its just a theory...the theory sometimes might work with the person who wrote the book but not people that read it..:) different people have different ways...:)
also would like to say thanks to all my friend... thanks for ur support during im in a hard time...thanks for ur prayer especially during my dad was sick last time..

thank you so much everyone for all ur support..:)

thanks once again.....:)

making myself tired today

recently can't really sleep...
i think my body have more that enough rest
so decide to do something and make myself tired..

so decide to jogging with ica my housemate this evening at taman melati park..
while we jogging we saw this cute little boy playing with his mum..
they jogging together...
so i decide to say hai to that cute little boy..seriously..so cute...
then his mum say to her son "that's kakak" and the boy said "kakak"..so adorable..
then we continue jogging and suddenly heard that little boys call "kakak"... and when we turn back we saw he run toward us...so cute...
so we slow down and wait for that little boy...
then we all jog together....
around 7 we decide to go back because we got another plan that time...
the little boys still want to play with us but what to do..we have to go back..





so we rest for a while at home and around 8pm we going to swimming at pv6..
this time with ica, pepsi, beatriz and myself...
leas and vero can't join because of both of them not healthy..
long time did not swim..really enjoy myself today..going back around 9.30pm
we also manage to took some photo..
that going to be our last swimming 2gether..:(

farewell dinner

today have farewell dinner with haq, leas and amar..the others cannot come so that make only the 4 of us..
the 4 of us decide to eat at sate kajang but unfortunately the place were full
so we all decide to eat at D'mamak corner..

we all spent the precious night by talking and laughing together
its was really fun and enjoyable...
anyway haq..thanks you very much for arranging the farewell dinner
really appreciate it...

so after final exam will see u guys again then..
lets chill out together and hope this time, the other can join..
:)

ladies day out...

last Wednesday going out with leas..
guess, that will be our last day going out together at KL....
last few day we spent our day together watching movie, shopping and relaxing our mind, laughing,..talking about our future, our past and present life..
gosh can believe that we going to finish our study soon....

i still remember the day we walked at Sogo after taking our result from college..
both of us concentrate look at our result and at the same time both of us are going up using escalator and got 1 guy at the back...
that stupid escalator should be own our left side if want to go up but at certain level, they change the sequence...so without looking at the escalator both of us just walk with our result..
while looking at the result, we walk and dun even realize that the escalator is going down... hahahha... luckily i show it and stop and turn my back and leas show me turning she also turn back...both of us already smile that time..so stupid...so we walk and then this guy, already show both of us stop and turn back, he still continue his walk because he also thought that the escalator is going up...leas and myself already look at each other that time...the smile almost become laughing..but we control ourself..

then this guy almost step at the escalator...
when he realize that was wrong escalator..
he look at both of us...of gosh...
leas already laugh that time... i try to control my laughing...
the when all of us are on our way going up, that guy say ok...both of u going up first..we can see he control his self that time..
leas already start laughing then i also can't control myself..
both of us laughing all the way..every time we remember that accident both of us start laughing...
"sweet memory"

emm...we also watch movie at KLCC...hahah...
during the movie i saw leas cover her ear until the movie finish..
heheh...the movie also scary....both of us also shouted at certain scene...hahaha
that was fun...:) and we also took some foto during our day out...heheh
really enjoy our day out and going to miss it...:)

something to see when ur bored......

thanks everyone....

thanks for all ur support and just want to tell ur guys that my dad is ok now...
the operation is successful and im glad everything is going smoothly...thanks god and thanks to all of u thank you for ur support and your prayer for my dad.....

during my exam last week and my last paper is english 5...
its a bit mess and lots of things happen..
guess i would say human have 1001 characteristic...and someone told me that...
the bad perception is always there and i guess must be a devil always besides us and that why some people can't think properly....

im so glad because can settle those stupid thing (i call it stupid thing because for me its really stupid)....
i find out about that issue before started my english exam...
really mad at that time....
really can't understand why this/some of people always have bad thought about people...
saying i dun or didn't give and saying im "eat alone"...
why can't they ask me first before jump to that conclusion...
guess that is human right...
saying things without thinking......
and that was what its mean by human have 1001 characteristic...

anyway... for someone that trust me and know how sheila is thanks ya....thanks for telling and believe in me...
really appreciate it....
gods know everything and im not worry about it.....
"life is just like karma"
soon or later this people will understand how i feel...

anyway about my dad....
thanks once again for ur prayer ya...
so happy can see my family smile and happy...
talk to ur all soon..
:)

worry + sad = :(

this few days the my worry become more and more.....
today dad is in the hospital...
and 2moro he doing the operation room...
oh god give me strength to face this situation...
oh god...plz help my dad and give him strength..

i can't really sleep and focus in whatever i do recently....hope can do my exam 2moro...
even u see me laugh and smile and makes jokes but deep down my heart i really worried, sad and stress...
i really worry about u dad....
i just wish im there right now...be by ur side..
sit besides u and talk to u...dad i really worry and miss u so much...
i know u always pretend u are ok but im ur daughter and i really know u...
u can lie to me...

only u god know how i feel right now.. give me strength
i prayer to u god...

our activiti during cny 2010...."laksa Sarawak"

some picture during flight to kuching....

that friday 26/2 went out from pv6 around 12...

then take a teksi to lrt
from lrt taman melati went to kl sentral
hang around at kl sentral and shop a bit...manage to get one sandal hehehhe...
then from kl sentral take bus to LCCT its take 1 hour and 15 minute... enjoy the scenery....
reach LCCT around 2.30 and check in..
my flight is 4.20 and i have to wait 1 hour plus.... really tired that day...huhuh...

im not at kl for while...
sorry because dun inform u all...
went back to Sarawak that friday 26/2/2010
so now im at Sarawak...
going back to kl next sunday on 7/3/2010....
my flight to kl is 5.35 and reach at kl at 7.15pm

while sitting manage to capture some picture

almost reached kuching that time...

because of that video...........

My friend upload one video at facebook just now...
the video is about the activity we organizer for the students..
we as a MPP have to organize something and we come out with a combination of two program which is English week and talentine show....

Suddenly feel sad and miss all of them especially the Mpp member because of the support they gave to make those event successful and also all the staff and the lecturer of cosmopoint kuching that always be there when we need help.

That day we have to come early and prepare the thing needed for the event..
because of lack of equipment for the talentine day, one of the lecturer Miss Caroline Ann bring his own speaker and other equipment for the event.

That morning is for English week where there the student is giving one topic ask as to discuss it about it,how to interview people and ect (oh ya leas is taking part for that English week) and on the evening is for talentine competition and there a lots of student joining the talentine show.. and i'm sure u know how tired it is one whole day(early morning until almost midnight) stay at college to make sure the event is going smoothly.Luckly can went back home for a while to refresh ourself that day..hehehe...doing the decoration for that night is really fun..hehhehe...

anyway.......

really MISS all of u...:)

THE BOWLING PRACTICE

1)watching people playing
2)the teaching...
3)smile...
4)bom.....hehehhe

gudluck for your competition guys.....

...come we sing 2gether..'Baby' Justin Bieber

Justin Bieber - Baby Lyrics and Video :-

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So theres another one, Looks right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
http://lyricsmusicvideo.blogspot.com
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm uneasy, So come and fix me
Come and shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

Im going down, down, dooown

*everybody!*

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

You can give me all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come,
Now Im all gone
You can give all your love,
But sometimes it wont be love
Everybody told me this day would come

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby oooh
I thought youd always be mine

YeahYeah (5x)
Now Im all yours, yours, yours, ooh
Im yours, ooohh

today, this evening...so lovely...

so lovely and amazing....

how to call the police....

TO CALL THE POLICE

WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE.

George Phillips , an elderly man, from Meridian , Mississippi , was
going up to bed, when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in
the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light, but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things.

He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?"
He said "No," but some people are breaking into my garden shed and stealing from me.

Then the police dispatcher said "All patrols are busy. You should
lock your doors and an officer will be along when one is available."

George said, "Okay."

He hung up the phone and counted to 30. Then he phoned the police again.

"Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I just shot them." and he hung up.

Within five minutes, six Police Cars, a SWAT Team, a Helicopter, two Fire Trucks, a Paramedic, and an Ambulance showed up at the Phillips'
residence, and caught the burglars red-handed.

One of the Policemen said to George , "I thought you said that you'd shot them!"
George said, "I thought you said there was nobody available!"

thanks for the support....

thank you very much for the support...
without u all this project might not be successful

thanks for the member of this project
1)leaslie
2)qierah
3)sudarmin
4)maureen
5)inui
6)amar
7)hamizi
8)hashim
9)saliza

thanks for all the Cooperation and the support that u have gave...

love and serve
sheila
project leader

some pic...

come and support..

This is the class project and we are selling the item for the friendship day..
this project is also for raise fund for our second event and third event..
10% of the total sales will be given to the spastic children association
we all going to open a booth at basement and walk around the college... come and give ur support...
ur can buy it for ur own or give to someone special or give it to ur classmate and ur bestfriend and also u can give it to your mom and dad or even ur sister or brother...
you also can buy it and give it to ur lecturer...
show them that u really appreciate what ever they have done to u
the knowledge that they have gave to us....

so guys... come and buy from us CBDS batch 14&15
starting 8/2/2010 until 10/2/2010

love and serve
sheila medam
project leader

Whataya Want From me

Hey/Slow it down
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah/I'm afraid
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oh once upon a time
I didn't give a damn

But now
Here we are

So what do you want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey
What do you want from me
What do you want from me

Yeah/ It's plain to see
That baby you are beautiful
There's nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It's me
I'm a freak

But thanks for loving me
'Cause your doing it perfectly

Yeah, there might have been a time
When i would just let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey
What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

No, I won't let you down

So,just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey
What do you want from me

So,just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

What do you want from me
(What do you want from me)

because of.....

this cny cannot go back to my hometown...
this is because the ticket for the flight is so expensive
return tiket is almost RM800
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its look like have to celebrate cny at kl area only...
luckily got some plan during this cny...
hope this cny not going to be a boring day...
trying to figure out what to do during this cny holiday
my best friend at kajang is going back to kuching..huhuhu...
she going to married and i can't come to her wedding...
feel so sad... nana im so sorry ya....
besides that,cny is also a valentine day
oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
leas... come we hang out this cny 2gether k...
we shop for valentine day for ourself k...
we make it as a "ladies day"....
how about going to spa day?salon day?shopping day?bowling day?movie day?snooker day?
heheheheh......
eh!!! helas u want to join us....hehehhe...doing the girl things...hehehe....:)






nana...so sorry for can't make it to your wedding k....

yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finally... i got my broadband...
im so happy...
there a lot to post but for the time been bz check my email
and update what should be update...
oh really enjoy myself right now....
hehehhe...........

last day 2 hang out with all my friends...

just hang out with my bff(x jenifer body)just now...
it a last day for all of us hang out together...
going to miss all of them..
dun know when can come back to kuching again this year...huhuhu
oh ya..this holiday is eating time...hehheheh...n sleeping...:)
it time to diet already...huhuhu...
new mission for this year...heheheh...
better sleep now...it 2.30 am already...
need 2 wake up early n breakfast...
ok...gudnite all................

im going back soon..

em.. this sunday going back to kl...
n my just feel like dun want to go back especially with the current issue..
dun think KL is a safe place....
feel really sad have to be far from home.......
just hope for the best...
can't wait to finished my study....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.............